I got the grade on my phone. 47. I stared at it. Thought I was going to fail the class. Lose my scholarship. Have to move home.
I didn't go to class the next day. Or the next. Three days.
Then I went to office hours. I said: "I failed."
My professor said: "I know. Let's talk about why."
We looked at my test. I didn't study wrong. I didn't study at all. I was overwhelmed. I was scared. I was avoiding.
She said: "You can still pass this class. But you have to come to office hours every week. And you have to do all the practice problems."
I did. I went every week. I did every problem. I passed with a C. Not great. But I passed.
I didn't know you could fail and still be okay. You can.
I didn't go to class the next day. Or the next. Three days.
Then I went to office hours. I said: "I failed."
My professor said: "I know. Let's talk about why."
We looked at my test. I didn't study wrong. I didn't study at all. I was overwhelmed. I was scared. I was avoiding.
She said: "You can still pass this class. But you have to come to office hours every week. And you have to do all the practice problems."
I did. I went every week. I did every problem. I passed with a C. Not great. But I passed.
I didn't know you could fail and still be okay. You can.